2 years ago, i stopped drawing for a while after landing a stable full-time job

i thought i could balance both my job and commission work on the side

but it turned out to be too much for my body to handle

i became stressed, missed deadlines, and had to cancel numerous commissions

eventually, i disappeared for a full two years

completely abandoning drawing and never picking up my pen again during that time

i grew to hate drawing and decided to solely focus on my job

however, in the past couple of days

i attempted to draw again. to my surprise, my skills seemed to have gone

i couldn't even draw something decent

despite that, i persisted in drawing every day

gradually, i rediscovered my love for drawing and remembered how enjoyable it can be

i realized that i had lost sight of what drew me to drawing in the first place - "to having fun"

for now

i've decided to stop going for commission work

instead, i just want to have fun again, drawing whatever that i like

and having fun drawing